Thursday, August 27, 2009

...

Grey, quiet and tired and mean
Picking at a worried seam
I try to make you mad at me over the phone.
Red eyes and fire and signs
I'm taken by a nursery rhyme
I want to make a ray of sunshine and never leave home

No amount of coffee, no amount of crying
No amount of whiskey, no amount of wine
No, nothing else will do
I've gotta have you, I've gotta have you.

The road gets cold, there's no spring in the middle this year
I'm the new chicken clucking open hearts and ears
Oh, such a prima donna, sorry for myself
But green, it is also summer
And I won't be warm till I'm lying in your arms

I see it all through a telescope: guitar, suitcase, and a warm coat
Lying in the back of the blue boat, humming a tune...

Gotta Have You -The weepies

Thursday, August 20, 2009

peri peri dari khayangan...

semua sepertinya suka sama seragam yang dipakai sepupu gw pas kawinan. sebenernya ga ada niat untuk ada seragam seragam segala... mereka pada nanya.. kaka kita pake baju apa?.. BEBAS.. terserah kamu mau pake apa, ga mesti kebaya kebaya brokat, panas.. yang nyaman aja ya.. yang penting kamu semua seneng...

tapi tau tau mereka pada bikin baju dari shiffon murah yang tinggal di bolongin tengahnya dan di jait pinggirnya... warna warni... plus they all play with headpiece,hasilnya.. they are a beautiful decoration for the party...




Why Do You Let Me Stay Here?

zoey is amazing... can't wait for (500) Days of Summer

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

song beside the bed the other night

happy one month anniversary baby... (he said)




Music Playlist at MixPod.com



i love you muchly husband...

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

once in a lifetime kebaya

i didn't wanna make a kebaya at first.. because it cost a lot, and you'll only wear it once.. ever since my lil sister get married, i feel in love with her kebaya, and i wanted to wear them for my akad. she get a lot of help from my moms friends, everybody participate in the kebaya, one even buys her the fabric, french lace, that we could not afford, it was so beautiful and expensive for me that i did't think i could've had the same gorgeous kebaya.. since we're in low budget, my options are only, my moms kebaya or hers.. which i didn't mind at all.. i love the historical more than the actual thing..

but my mom insist, she knows me too well.. even when i was lying to my self.. she knows how much i love clothes, and its impossible that i didnt want a wedding kebaya.. we got into a big fight, because she suddenly bought me a broken white lace and bring the fabric without asking me to a kebaya tailor in mayestik.. i was so mad, she cried.. i know she only wants me to be happy... i said i was sorry, and we'll work it out so the kebaya wont be so expensive.. gladly ibu ima the tailor, love making it, she came a bargain price.. i cannot believe the result.. it was way way better that my sister's kebaya.. i loved it...


thank you mom, if you're not persistent as you are, i wont have such happiness that we all feel that day... LOVE you.

katanya mesti ada kamar penganten


sebenernya ini bukan kamar penganten,, cuman kamar yang dirapihin dari semua sampah dari jaman kuliah, dikasih sprei dan dibikin kaya 'yana agak dewasa dikit', trus di kasih sprei baru, biar deni nanti nyaman kalo tinggal disini...

white carnation

it's always been my favorite flower.. naturally i wanted it for my wedding... carnation is an ordinary flower, i watch Gilmore girl once, Lorelai said, carnation is cheap but creative...
wikipedia said White Carnations represent pure love and good luck.

pictures taken from veer

whatever the flower means.. it stays fresh longer than i thought it would, it was still fresh after we went back form our 'honeymoon' and a few days after, while the other flowers like white roses and lilys that we use, died in just a day... well i guessed i choose the right flower after all.. it's like my love deni.. it stays longer than everyone thought it would.. and just like you said we're inexpensive, but we're not cheap...

slideshow for the syukuran

ga ada pake prewed prewed-an, ngumpulin foto dari kita berdua jalan aja udah susah milihnya.. hahah... here is some that we choose..

his words for our day...

saya yang bikin undangan si akang yang buat puisinya...



sepertinya kita membiarkannya saja.
tumbuh seperti belukar di tepian hutan.
kadang liar menjorok ke jalan.
kadang malu lari sembunyi ke rerumputan.
bahkan kadang menyembulkan kelopak-kelopak
berwarna, berwarni, tak tahu aturan.

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berburu monster hutan sambil lari tertawa,
melepas anak panah ketidakpastian. divine sekaligus picisan.
murah meriah tapi rasanya tidak terlalu murahan.

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hey perempuan,
tlah kusimpankan sebuah senyuman,
maka genggam tanganku menembus takut dan harapan.
sementara tawa dan tangis berlari bertabrakan,
memekik riang bersahut-sahutan.
menabrak tumpukan daun-daun di saat waktu berhamburan.
menyusul murung dan gembira yang jatuh berdiri berlarian.

hey perempuan yang menyerahkan jemarinya untuk kupegang,
sekali lagi ini sebuah ajakan,
sekedar menikmati kesederhanaan
yang terlalu mewah untuk dinikmati sendirian...

save the date

our invitation, i made the design, alam ilustrated the cover and the map..
(*thank you mbak alam)


looking back...

i still cannot believe that we finally did it, and it's already over. i love every details that we did for our special day, and i'm glad that everyone enjoy it as much as we do. every lil thing means a lot to us.. the most important thing that we feel happy that day, we didn't feel tired, obligated, and ceremonial. it all feel so sincere.. it's a good start for both of us..