farewell...

lately i've pushed aside my self to be someone else,
giving a life to my so called son, i have let him go yesterday...
like a mother obviously i'm worried, and possessive.. :P
(*i still sneak peek at him non stop)

son,
having you is..
like a slap on my face
make me frustrated like a new parent does
give my gut different kind of cramps
creates simultaneous kinda smiles
and lotsa lotsa hope

letting you go is..
making me trembling inside and out
loves you for who you are, and who you become
and proud as hell like a real mother does

so son, please know that i believe in you
despite of any...


goodbye

Haiku from arjuno kecil on Vimeo.

video's taken from here